Seasons change...

I've been making a few little changes in my life recently. The most important being that I've been going back to church twice a week. I am a Christian but I want to be a BETTER Christian. My thoughts lately have been low and I needed help with changing my negative attitude into a positive one. I've always turned to Jesus when life gets too hard to handle on my own but I want to turn Jesus even when life is good.

The second thing I have changed recently is that I've cut out a small piece of the barbed wire that is wrapped around my heart and I've let someone look into the peep hole of my heart. I've been out with this guy about 5 times and I look forward to seeing him more. He is a very positive person who I enjoy spending time with. He's out of town right now but I can't wait until he returns. I've forgotten how this feeling feels. I've been so bitter and jaded for so long that it's actually a feeling that I could get used to.

The other changes have been little minor changes, like me starting to use sun screen on my face. I've always had good skin and a nice complexion from good genes, but realized I was taking it for granted. I saw my face at a spa under a black light and could see visible sun damage spots. From that day, I vowed to always wear sunscreen from now on. I'm blessed that I caught it early enough that I've been using a face cream to lighten my sun spots. It's worked tremendously and now I wear sun screen daily.

The steroid medication I was on lowered my immune system while I was on them. Naturally, I have caught a sore throat. I'll be fine. Just a little after bump in the road to good health.

Hope everyone is happy and healthy.